Finding his wings

Okay, so I've been a little melancholy lately. I've been doing all kinds of financial aid paperwork for Randy to be able to go to college and it has unknowingly made me a little upset. I can't believe my baby is going to be leaving me! I am so worried I can barely function. All I keep thinking about is how is he going to manage without me - LOL But what is really scary is how am *I* going to function without him being here! I'm not going to be there to remind him to do things, and tell him he needs to shave - LOL

I truly can't believe I have a son old enough to go to college when I'm still dealing with the totally terrifying 2's! LOL I just hope and pray that our family is going to be able to handle all the changes that are happening around us. My heart is breaking just thinking about it - how am I going to live through him leaving? I know we have done our best in raising him, so I guess now is the time to let him find his wings.........